Fucking Bullshit

I didn't do shit and I allowed everyone to say whatever they wanted to say and do what they wanted to do and I'm in the wrong. Mona & Christian want to get in to it and Chris blowin up my text trying to compare my situation to his in which he is WAY off. And Mona gets mad at me because I didn't want to talk about the "claiming" situation in which I have already spoke of before. Do I feel like she claims me via social network and lets people know I'm her bf...NO...and I've made that opinion VERY CLEAR. At the same time, I wasn't trying to get in to it and all I was saying was that she was proving their point by deleting it. It could have simply been left as is and there would have never been an issue. We all have our ego's. Mona has hers with wanting to get her way. I have mine with wanting to be publicly acknowledged as her boyfriend. Chris has his by thinking he's always right. Everyone needs theirs fed from time to time. And like I said in my previous post. I have nothing to hide and thats why I have no problem saying things outside of my privacy such as I love you to Mona on twitter. Does it hurt that I don't receive the same love back? YES, but I try to just let it go. Anyways, Everyones pissed at me basically because I did nothing. I didn't jump in and say "Mona, stop. Thats my friend. talk to him respectfully." No because he asked who she was and acted like he didn't wanna know anymore. And now Mona's mad at me because I didn't want to get in to that topic of conversation and when she forced it out of me it was the same thing I've always said and I tried to make it clear I'm not trying to get in to that tonight! Anyways, fuck me again. Its amazing how I can have such a wonderful day yesterday on cloud fucking 9 then turn to shit in less than 24 hours and I didn't even do shit. Maybe I should just act single online like Mona does and think I'm always right and be overly hard headed like Chris & Robert. Then maybe I can somehow please the entire world in one fucking stroke! Drinks on me! Lets get high! Everyone is mad! Fuck my life! OH MY GOD, WHAT THE FUCK! Going for a drive...maybe I'll succeed at killing myself this time around. I'm Out...