Guess who's back in my life? No...(not Ardis for those I've known since high school -___- ) it's actually the only other person I've let my guard down to love, Mona.Yes I wrote a semi bitter & angry blog last time she was mentioned, but you have to understand that I was deeply hurt by how it ended and what happened after (I won't quite elaborate because that's more personal than even I feel comfortable with to explain). And I was extremely hesitant on trying things out again because I usually do NOT give 2nd chances but my heart never told me not to with her. So yes, me & Mona are dating again & my love for her is almost as strong as it was the first time around. But this time I did have some demands. 1. SHe HAS to come see me and no flaking or I'm done. 2. Birthday, Xmas, anniversary gifts are a must. 3. No repeat incidents of what caused our issues. Minus very minor tweets, everything has been pretty smooth. I love her so much. Sometimes I feel like I'm a fool for doing so, but I wouldn't have it any other way. I put my faith in her and trust her to not let me down now. Mona is nothing less than amazing and still incredibly gorgeous. (when I say incredibly gorgeous, I mean this is the most beautifully stunning woman I've ever laid my eyes on...seriously) she's 5'2
And 117 lbs of SEXY! I would do anything for this girl including her funny & awesome 5 year old son Diego. Yes I'm sexually frustrated because it's been a VERY long time since I've last had sex (I won't say how long because it's embarrassing lol) but Mona tells me she will be the one to fix that very soon and I can NOT wait! She's lagging on FaceTime calling -___- but she's been able to make it up (for now lol). But I've come to remember why I call her Mona Lisa and that's because her imperfections make her perfectly beautiful and there's not many imperfections. I'm happy where I am in life right now and I feel blessed to have her back and truly mine.
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