I'm sad as fuck for my girl Ochie and this all sucks to shit. If she didn't have a bed time, I would go back over there and try to cheer her up. But maybe tomorrow somehow. Thanks to Kolton for photoshopping this Jimi Hendrix tattoo on her that she had me walk up to a stranger today to take a pic of it lol. Hopefully these bring a smile to her face. She's had an enormously tough time this year and I just got a text from her mom saying that Ochie was crying after I left because not one of her family members including her chump of a father called to say happy birthday. And she told Maggie the only thing that kept her smiling through the day was her mom and brought me up. I smiled and tear'd up in sadness at the same time. She was even waiting for her God Father to say something and nothing...when he only lives NEXT DOOR! I love this girl as well as her brother and sisters as if they were my own siblings. So finding this out broke my heart. Maggie said she started crying as well as soon as Ochie let one tear go. She wasn't looking for gifts. Just to be remembered on the one day that belongs to her by birth. She's a beautiful and extremely intelligent girl that has made simple teenage mistakes like everyone else, yet people treat her like the black sheep as if they didn't do the same or worst. And this sucks because she is so fun and caring. No matter if her and her sisters or brother aren't getting along she will defend them no matter what. She always has an open mind and open heart. People need to stop shutting her off and learn how to open the fuck up. Most of these are adults! Fuck! I hate shedding tears but it hurts knowing she feels forgotten by those she loves.
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