I love her unconditionally and hearing her voice just now as if she was on the verge to just breakdown and cry turned my stomach so hard! Times like this I just wish I could be there for her and just hold her. As much as I would like to hold her while she lets out all the tears, I know that's not in her because she hates showing emotion or looking vulnerable and I can respect that. She's a very strong independent woman that tries to withhold that image no matter what and with no matter whom. Either way that is still what I have grown to love about her even though it can be frustrating at times. But all
I want to do is make her happy. I love her SOOOOOOOOOOOO much! My heart is completely hers. I hope she feels better sometime this week and I'm looking forward to all the fun, love, lust and memories we'll make when she RT's here in 7 days. I just wish I could help somehow.