I hate how you can love someone so fucking much even though they sit there disrespecting you clear as day making you look like a fucking chump. I wanna let the world know about her so they can be jealous, instead I'm the over jealous one cause no one knows about me because she wants to act single. I may sound pissed but I'm seriously fucking hurt. Like how much more can I really take? It's almost like she enjoys picking at my heart with some of the shit she does. I'm not saying she messaged anyone. Either that or I'm just a fool for believing her. But it's about what was said and how she doesn't feel like she did anything wrong. Just failed to mention that last night when everything was going smooth but get mad at me for something I thought I told her. I know I have nothing to hide and 1,000% dedicated to her, but I don't always feel the same love back. I'm just too hurt...and it sucks.
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