Feeling good

Other than not really talking to Mona today, my day was good. I did get frustrated when she went to bed early on me but I understand if she was really tired. It just sucks cause she's usually so busy during the day we hardly talk and she sucks at responding to my text. So it feels like night time is all I really have. But she'll be going out basically this whole weekend (Friday, Saturday) so I just have to suck it up. I just want August 26th to hurry up and come so I can finally have her in my arms. I did get my 6 ft. iPhone USB cable which is awesome! I think I might order the 10ft. I no longer feel constricted to laying on my arm in one damn spot. I can move freely. So maybe I don't need the 10 ft. cable lol. I finally got my air max's I asked Mona to get me, but do to circumstances she was unable to. I also got Mona the running shoes she wanted (not the exact color though) as well as the big little homie Diego some navy CP3's. Kids shoes in his size are hard to find because he's that size that borderlines infant and toddler. They always sell out first. I only have one HUGE problem that's been popping up a lot lately. I'M OVERLY HORNY AS FUCK! OH MY GOD! I think (if I can remember correctly) I probably jacked off to Mona's text once and pics 4 times today...and I'll most likely get one in before I go to bed lol. I don't know what it is that has me wanting her more than usual (which is already a lot). I'm not sure if it's her full luscious lips. Her picture perfect body. Those flawless eyes. Or the sound of her erotic voice when calling me "papi". I've just been wanting her like crazy and been in the need of more pics or something. But the highlight of the week was this picture.


That made me smile more than anything. I appreciate the thought that Diego wanted to show me this and really feeling the love from my Mona Lisa. Things as simple as this make it all worth it. Diego's not even my son but it feels like he cares. The day I am blessed to share a child with Mona will be the happiest day of my life and I know it. And even in a worst case scenario that we never have children, I will love Diego as if he were my own. Never to replace his real father, but to be there if he ever needed anything. I can honestly say I love Diego & Mona both without ever having physical contact and it's an amazing feeling. I like going to bed happy. It's so much better than going to sleep upset. Good night.