Over It..seriously

I honestly don't even give a shit anymore about these twitter arguments. I just wanna keep it moving and be happy. Only reason this bullshit is a big deal tonight is because I'm super irritable today and I knew some shit like this would happen. So I'm really just blowing it out of proportion. And I only did that because she brought it up as if I should be mad like I usually do. But in reality I'm just TIRED. I already know she's not going to do anything behind my back. I trust and love her. I DON'T GIVE A SHIT AND HAVEN'T FOR A WHILE AS FAR AS TWITTER GOES. I just want to enjoy my relationship. She knows what's right and wrong. She's grown, mature (unless we're arguing), intelligent and this time around...I truly believe loyal and has given me her heart as I gave her mine. She really is wonderful. She pointed out to me I talk negative about her majority of the time on here. I can now agree that it's true but that's because I don't know anyway else to get out my frustration. I promised myself never to physically fight again off of emotion due to a past issue that almost ruined my life. So I learned how to expressed myself through writing and I don't want to put it on twitter or Facebook. That's why I have this private blog that only 1 person knows about. You have no idea how much I would like to start a fight on the street, but I won't unless it's self defense. And my immediate reaction is always driving in the hills, but I really need to chill on that because I'm high on emotions and speed at the wrong times. I love her so fucking much and then feel bad because I know I read in to certain things that aren't there. Only thing I've been dead on about is how guys flirt. But she's with me, not them. I know this. She's the most gorgeous, caring, gentle, sexy, amazing woman I have ever met (no my mom nor sister count because I don't find them sexy). So from today on, I'm not concerning myself with her twitter. It's really not worth it and it's up to her wether or not to do the right thing. I'm over the being claimed crap. Her family and friends know who I am and what I mean to her. That's all that matters. My mood today has just been on edge from the moment I stepped out my room waking up in the morning to right about now. I'm letting go of my stress on financial issues because I can't just stay mad over issues that are out of my control. And with frustrations at home, I just need Mona there for me. Not mad because my attitude carried in to her and it had nothing to do with her in the first place. She was the one that made me feel best all day until the bullshit we just went through an hour ago. I just need a good laugh and her voice to make me smile. Good night