Busy

The later it gets, the lonelier I feel and can't help but think. Maybe I'll go for a drive and relax my mind. I've been doing ok and actually had a good day. My dad helped a lot. I'm also glad I didn't get any text or calls about last nights drunk crap that went down. I was debating on going to the gym but I honestly don't have the energy after today's match. So I guess a drive wins. But I think I'll wash it first. That's a good way to keep busy and clear my mind. I think I'll clean my moms too since she lied saying she'll go to a car wash lol. Stupid brain. Stop thinking of her so damn much. I think it's funny how I can hide my heart but not my thoughts. For most people it's the other way around. Oh well, I still refuse to go a day without saying good morning and good night to Mona and letting her know I love her because you never know when that day could be your last.