Monday, July 16, 2012

My dad is awesome

So my dad noticed I wasn't focused as I usually am on the tennis court today and pin pointed exactly what was up with me. He said "last time you were this out of it in the court was when Ardis ate all those god damn pills and nearly killed herself" (in his voice it sounds funny lol). Then he said "did something happen with you and Mona? Ramona? What's her name again" (again, if you knew my dad you'd laugh like I did while correcting him). I said "both were right dad" lol. At the same time he usually doesn't show interest in my personal/ love life, but he's always been curious about Mona. So either he didn't like Ardis (which I believe is part it lol) or he really wants to know about Mona. Anyways, he asked what the problem was but he didn't want too much detail. He told me to round it up in short. He said "I don't need to know all your business". So I told him how I almost overreacted and did something dumb and now she needs time to herself to get over it. His exact words "well that was smart dummy. There's nothing you can do now. Just let her be and keep busy to take your mind off of it." and then for the FIRST TIME! THE FIRST TIME EVER! He asked me "do you love her?". You have to understand my dad is NOT the emotional type what so ever. So hearing this was a big deal. And he cut me off saying "judging by the way you grin when I say her name you obviously do". And he said don't worry about it, you two will be just fine. And it made me think of the first time we knew we loved each other but was scared of saying it and said "I strange feeling you/ I strange feeling you too". That hands down is my favorite memory of Mona and I. So basically I'm going to finally pick my damn mood up. I know what I thought, did and said was wrong. I apologized, but I understand now that just because she accepted my apology doesn't mean she's over it. So I'll be waiting with all smiles for my Mona Lisa. My dad is awesome and knows exactly how to cheer me up. Then after I won the match and took his money (yes we put $50 up) he said he should've waited to talk to me after I lost. But yeah lol, I love my dad. No matter how quiet we both may be with each other. I'm still closer to him than my mom and able to tell him anything.

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