So last night I overreacted to a dream that felt more real than I wanted. I was filled with anger, frustration & disappointment last night and almost did something incredibly stupid like break up with my Mona Lisa. No she didn't cheat, flirt nor was twitter involved in anyway. I just felt pushed aside and hurt as if it wasn't a big deal to her. And what made it worst to escalate forcing me to have a dumb ass attitude when I woke up. It was like she didn't care and acted like everything was normal. So when I talked to her on the phone and she was normal, I was stuck in the dream. I would explain it but I want to tell her first before I go any further in detail. Now I hurt her feelings and my heart dropped to my stomach knowing I did so. I feel terrible. I'm truly and deeply sorry. I love her with all my heart and never want to hurt her.
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