Clarification

Now that I'm home after my drive. I need to explain my use of using the word "ducking". It's not that I was being ignored. I was being somewhat dodged. And I mean from the beginning. What was promised to me was said to be done on Friday, but it never was. It felt like it was more procrastinating. Saturday I really didn't say anything because I knew what all was happening that day and I left it be. Most I said was can we do it tomorrow (today, Sunday) and I was told "yes". So when it was brought up this morning when nothing was going on, it was kind of just pushed aside by tv. Now there's just shy of a 8 hour gap of no real communication (which sucks too btw) but I'm sure there was time to do what I asked, but somewhere in between there she was reminded of something important that she needs to help with. That I understand (even though I feel like there's always something that comes up) but I've been aware of the specific situation for a good while. But I was being ducked the whole time before that and that's my issue. If you can't or don't want to do something then just tell me. It's not hard. Everyone has an attitude when they don't get what they want and she's a prime example of that. But something like this I can push slightly to the side. Now I refuse to push stuff aside forever or too long. Same goes with this visit. And I will take the visit issue more seriously due to all of the previous let downs, flakes or excuses. But this almost falls in to the effort issue from before. It's something that could've been done. Now once she got hit with the reminder then we could've easily went back and canceled the order and my attitude would've ne'er existed. Instead I was a "jerk" because of my tone of voice even though nothing was said. Yeah, I know. Wash, rinse and repeat with me. Continue to be mad at me when I didn't do shit. Anyways, fuck what I feel like I been saying. I'm in the wrong, she's in the right & everything has to be her way in her favor and I can shut the fuck up and smile about it. TOTALLY AWESOME AWESOMENESS! :D